What is the indecent experience of your life, that you want to share?

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Mudassir Ali 9 months 1 Answer 170 views

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  1. I was raped by my mother’s best friend for 2 years, the first time I was just 12 years old. As a single parent, my mom worked very hard to support me and often worked 16 hours a day 6 times a week. This woman often helped pick me up from school and let me stay at her house until my mom came to pick me up. She was absolutely brilliant at putting on a mask of kindness to hide her instability. She was a divorced 39 year old who become completely insane when her former husband got custody of their children, so much that she saw me as a replacement and an object to shower with love. I still remover vividly the the first time it happened. It was a day when my mom had to work extra late so I was staying the night at her house. That night she waited until I was asleep and began to assault me. I woke up a competely foreign sensation at the time and found her rubbing my naked body with her hands while sucking my penis. At the time I completely freaked out that my penis was in her mouth and it felt incredibly uncomfortable. I immediately sat up and asked her to please stop but her response was to push and pin down my wrists. I felt so helpless at the time and had no way of resisting this grown woman holding me down as she toyed with my body. She threatened to stab me with a knife if I ever told anyone, and it was awfully effective. She continued abusing me for 2 years and it only stopped because she became pregnant. I’ll never truly know if she was pregnant with my child or not, but she told me it was definitely mine. And after she revealed that she completely disappeared from my life. My mom still doesn’t know why she disappeared and still grieves over the loss of her best friend today. Even now, I cannot bring myself to tell anyone about this in real life. I don’t know why, but I just can’t.

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